I know what you're going through.
I am about to go through the same anguish. Every day I see Lucky slip a little closer to the edge. As bad as it is to face this, it would be worst to have missed the companionship of a great friend that asked nothing in return. My deepest condolences.
All my rowdy friends have settled down.
2003 Yamaha FJR "Road Toad"
1988 K75C Left me for another woman...the bitch.