Thanks for the kind offer, Tim
Al... what can I say, those are perhaps the kindest words I've read in a very long time.
I hang in there it's what I do. I function in certain parts of my life pretty damn highly, but in others it's bleak.
I have tried altering my perspective, truly I have, and riding worked for me for years, but even that leaves me emotionally flat these days... that concerns me quite frankly....
Glad to know all you ff's it gives me hope, actually
must you stay? can't you go?