You aren't "rusty", you are just plain stupid.
The beam pattern of the Trucklite LEDs has a lot of light scatter
which will make seeing extremely difficult for the driver you are
riding toward.
So when you blind the driver of an oncoming vehicle and it swerves into your lane,
be sure to remember the phrase "instant karma" in the last milliseconds you
have before impact with the vehicle you blinded, when you are
converted into something resembling tomato paste, and probably not even useful
as an organ donor
.