I've been advised by a friend to delete details regarding this accident because it involved a fatality and the widow has yet to inform us how she intends handle the legalities. I wouldn't want to inadvertently provide the other party's insurance company lawyers with anything to twist and use against us. I am genuinely appreciative of everyone's words of support and also advice regarding this matter. Your experiences helped me put my own into perspective -even if my subconscious isn't listening and still doing its own mental acrobatics with my head. Thank you very much. You are all a great community to lean on.