Yup, the push push thing gets to really suck after a while. Especially when you realise you missed so much. Most of my trips are unplanned, unscripted, protracted meandering. I feel, even at my age, I can always easily go back and look at stuff some more. For visitors from another continent, their viewpoint is different. I have gone 'way on down south hundreds of times. Almost always through France, always mixing up the routes, still plenty I haven't tried. Even in places where I have perhaps spent a couple of years in total since I first went there, there are places within a few miles I haven't yet visited, roads haven't ridden - so much, so much.