Great writeup. Look, I love all of you guys (and gals), and because of that it really hurts to see you suffering so much. Every crash should be a serious learning experience, but it can only be that if you understand truly why you put her down. Here's some help. Keith Code's A Twist of the Wrist (on-road riding): https://secure.echoalley.com/atwistofthewrist/ Shane Watts' Dirtwise DVDs (off-road riding): http://www.shanewatts.com/product/dvd-dirtwise-shane-watts Both can be found for free online if you know where to look, so there's no excuse. PM me and I can share my personal copies.