Meeting with trauma counselor on Monday. Short story on how we met the counselor. I divorced from BSC 10 years ago. Right after the divorce the ex decided we needed "family" counseling. She found Joel. On the second visit she learned that Joel rode dirt bikes. He also suggested that she could benefit from medication. She never went back. It turns out Joel is also an ordained minister. He's the guy that married Paula and myself 8 years ago. He also does a lot of youth work involving trauma and runs the local NYPUM program. He's also runs an EMT service for all the local hare scrambles, and ran the service for MX de Nations in Denver several years ago. Life has a curious way of providing the help you need.