Because I don't know where else to put this, so apologies. Time to fess up, because maybe, just maybe we can all help someone who frequents this forum. Who here lives with the Black Dog? The Darkness. Depression. If you've never had medically diagnosed depression it can't be explained how debilitating this thing is. Like being a parent perhaps? When you aren't you can't be told and when you are you can't tell. I'm one lucky lucky bastard. I have the support network that has dragged me out of the pit and I think finally I may have a leash on the mongrel. A while ago I tried to top myself and luckily someone called the ambulance and I was able to find the correct people who can help. So I'm thinking while riding recently it's time to pay it forward. I'm thinking of a few things, some awareness raising through some stupid act of motorcycling, establishing a network of 'blokes on bikes' or similar but generally establishing a network of peers so that quietly we can step in and help. That sort of thing. Big ride on Postie bikes or Ag bikes or something. I would really value input on this one. One more bloke going Postal is too many. Over to you blokes.